IN SO MUCH PAIN AND HEAD COLD 2-27-19
Feb 27, 2019
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so we are we are on our way to Azhar as
doctors when we gotta stop really quick
at the post office and then we're off to
take quality there well actually daddy's
gonna take her in today and Mama's gonna
stay with Omar we don't we typically try
not to take the kids to the like inside
the doctors if they're not the one with
the doctor's appointment
because there's really no reason to
expose them to people that are actually
there because they're sick and things
like that it's not really like a hangout
place
so we are he's gonna take her in and
then I'll stay with Omar and it's just
her baby we'll check up because she'll
be three oh my goodness but baby you
should go to Bay three I am officially
out of baby stage and we are on to our
preschool stages so our toddler stage I
guess we're out of toddler stage we're
into preschool stage now yes honey yes
yes it's her doctors appointment honey
so anyways we've got that we're doing
and I need to at some point at some
point some time somewhere go run by
Michaels craft store I need to get some
more epoxy and get some more supplies
which I get my supplies typically from
Dollar Tree because it's the same stuff
and that's where everybody gets their
supplies from so I'm gonna run by Dollar
Tree and get the rest of my supplies I
need and yeah that's it don't got a
whole lot on the agenda but at least
we're out of the house for a little bit
that's nice
I mean what's going a little just a tad
stir-crazy because we have been stuck in
the house for a couple days due to the
snow and stuff but there's still a
little bit of snow on some of the roofs
I see but like the grounds and stuff are
completely melted
so anywho well I am going to check it
with you guys in a little bit I just
want to give you guys a little check in
and say official good morning good
afternoon because we are already on two
o'clock today yay anyways I hope you
guys are having a wonderful start to
your guyses day as well as we are and
that you guys are all staying nice and
warm because I've heard some nasty
weathers forecasting and lately so I
hope you're all staying nice toasty warm
and safe and I will check in with you in
just a few
hey you guys good evening and welcome to
Tuesday night
um excuse the fact I look like a really
hot mess today tonight whatever I am
feeling very bloated tonight um I am in
severe pain I think I am having one of
my outburst or ow I don't know what
they're called for my possible in
Demetrios assistance that's what they're
thinking might have I don't know all I
know is I am having severe pain on my
right like kind of flank area and I
talked with a couple people that also
suffer from the same diagnosis that I
have been diagnosed with and they said
that that is very common for that to
happen so yeah let's just say I am just
not feeling good tonight I feel like
I've got like a frog in my throat so
it's kind of like that scratchy itchy um
just not feeling a hundred percent
tonight um I feel very bloated which
again I was looking up because I thought
God you know I mean I haven't I haven't
really even had much of an appetite the
last few days long few days um where I
go a majority of my day without even
eating and will come and tell evening
time when I actually eaten like my first
mil and I just I really don't have an
appetite I have an appetite like mmm but
in our time I start to get a little bit
hungry but otherwise I just haven't felt
very good uh so anyways yeah I feel very
bloated which again that's another
symptom that you deal with when you have
a flare-up with the endometriosis is
that your body can swell
you can retain water in Demetrios
doesn't technically cause you to cause
to gain weight but it can definitely
bloat you up and make you retain water
so yeah I have an ultrasound scheduled
for Thursday so we'll see where that all
is gonna take us and then I have my next
doctor's appointment um well I haven't
scheduled my next doctor's appointment
yet I'm waiting for my ultrasound to get
done on Thursday then I'll call and make
that appointment to discuss with him the
next step so anyways Oh with all of that
um Amy's just not feeling a whole a
whole uh let me see her Amy's just not
feeling very well um I want to thank
everybody for all of your guys's input
asked for suggestions and I appreciate
all the suggestions that were brought to
my attention some very great ideas and
things that I do want to definitely
start working harder on and try and make
my channel more Boxton and when I say
boxed and I'm not meaning cookie cutter
per se but I definitely do want to bring
a little bit more structure to my
channel so as I explore what I want to
do there I'm not really sure just yet
but I definitely do want to bring more
things to the table
so anyways don't forget tonight I'm
going on live at 5 p.m. so please be
there be square as they say um I did
want to before we go on to our book
reading um I wanted to do a little bit
of a reading art reading I wanted to go
over some of the comments and read some
of them I have not personally been able
to catch up on everybody's comments
because I've been down not feeling very
good I took four Tylenol and in 600
milligram I'd be pro from hoping hoping
that that would help
all he made me some warm tea to see if
that will help with my throat and I've
just been I've been really cold today
and we've had the heater on like almost
80 all day in the house and I am just
shivering so I don't know if my body's
just trying to maybe come down with
something I don't know I don't know I
just don't know but I'm definitely not
feeling very good right now so anyways
let's go over a couple of our comments
and see what we've got
majority of these comments are gonna be
from yesterday's video I'm seeing mostly
all of them are coming from yesterday's
video so I'm going to read and then I
will respond to them and I think that's
probably a lot of what I'm gonna have to
do a lot of if I don't have time to get
back to everybody's comments is I will
try and do some reading and responding
back through video rather than always
typing it because sometimes they'll be
quicker for me to do it that way so
always be watching for your responses
from your video or for always be
watching your responses from your
comments that you've put down so that
way then you know that I am responding
back to all of your guys's videos and
comments okay so this one comes from
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Jojo Coco
hi Amy I agree that some of your videos
are quite long line did they could be
shorter and have the same amount of
content I really don't have an hour plus
to spend watching a single vlog so often
give up after 10 to 15 minutes or so and
and I will go by and you know I'm gonna
thumbs it up and I'm gonna heart it just
so you guys know that I'm breeding them
and that I you know I am responding back
to you guys and Jojo I completely
understand that I respect that 100% that
has been brought to my attention quite a
bit within this last video of asking of
suggestions is that some of my videos
have just been a little bit too long and
I apologize sometimes I get busy and I
love to share so much about my life and
my family that I get busy and happy and
excited and I just keep them another um
and I I don't want to cut anything out
because I just love sharing so
much with you guys so I will definitely
take that into consideration though and
definitely be working more on my timing
getting fit well hold on getting fit
while I'm fat I recently subscribed I am
still here I am just learning this
YouTube channel thing thank you so much
for reaching out and first and foremost
welcome to my channel I appreciate you
taking the time to sub to me and I hope
that my channel is everything that
you're looking for and more on my
channel I definitely promote positivity
and embracing each other and making new
friendships with one another as long as
you know as well as with me and I am
just so grateful to have a new
subscriber so thank you so much for
joining and and any questions that you
have shoot in my direction I can
definitely help you in any way I can
furious magpie 30 seconds of intros a
bit much I recommend five seconds
YouTube Watchers have short attention
spans chop and change your videos I
personally get bored if it's the same
thing every video I haven't unsubscribe
but I don't watch all the videos thank
you so much for reaching out and you
know again explaining the the lengthy
part of it between the intro and my
videos chop and change your videos I'm
not quite sure what you mean by that if
I'm understanding it correctly does it
mean you know that your wanting
different content because you say I
personally get bored if it's the same
thing every video I'm wondering if that
means because I've been doing sit-down
videos while I did explain that and I
think it was my last video that I've
been dealing with bad weather which I'm
gonna put in a couple of short clips
from what we're dealing with right now
and our family is not very drive safe
happy lover of snow and that's kind of
what has been dumped upon us know we're
nothing
what a lot of people get but it's enough
for us to stay at home also I've been
dealing with a little bit of health
issues and so I've been doing a lot of
sit-down stuff because I just haven't
been feeling a hundred percent but um I
hope that I can get back to doing my
normals and be able to bump things
around and change things up enough to
keep it entertaining for you as well
because I definitely don't want to lose
you as a subscriber because all my
subbies are very important to me so Gail
Jones hey Amy I love your show you are
always you so down to earth and you keep
it real with everyone
love love love everything you stand for
god bless you and your family have a
wonderful night PS your work is
outstanding Gail thank you so much I
truly appreciate you responding to me as
you know you did that was so kind and
and I appreciate that
I do my very best you know and I try to
meet everybody's needs but unfortunately
I know that that's impossible you know I
know that everybody has an opinion
everybody has their likes and their
dislikes everybody has a different style
and that's totally a okay I I do my best
to try and reach everybody in the middle
um I am a great advocate of wanting to
always people please I don't know if
that's a good thing or a bad thing all
the time
but I do the best I can and so
definitely thank you so much for all
that encouragement I honestly appreciate
it
again just so you guys know as I'm
reading them I am thumbs enum up but I
am hurting them and I'm responding to
you guys through the video Louise loves
I started watching you as you were
initially on a weight-loss journey I was
here when you had about a hundred subs I
get that you've changed things up would
love to hear more about you about what
you eat and things like that Sandra says
Lewis loves yes I started the same
around sixty subs I love the weight loss
journey
I would love Amy to prepare some meals
as she said she was going to do please
Amy having the kids help you would be a
great fun Louise says yes that would be
awesome
thank you so much Louise and Sandra for
reaching out to me and sharing that
great idea and I haven't forgotten about
my weight-loss journey you guys please
don't take that as a wrong thing just
because I don't talk about it as much
you know I am six and a half oh well
let's see hold on Oh December jamieferry
so I am about almost eight months into
my you know my weight-loss journey and
so it's not as new to me as it was at
the very beginning meaning it's not that
it's lost its tint I'm still doing
everything that I've done but also
dealing with my medical issues and
things like that it's kind of come above
and beyond and and with my emotional
support or my emotional and mental
health getting better I'm focusing a lot
more on that as well as just my weight
loss but definitely I will keep those
things in mind and I will try and do
more of that and I will try and talk
more about the weight loss I know that
you know typically that's what I started
out as a weight loss journey although as
well as doing my weight loss I also I'm
reaching out doing my mental health
clean up as well and so together there's
a lot to it um but I will definitely
keep an account all of those things that
you guys just pointed out again I'm so
sorry you guys I sound like a growling
man I am so sorry huh Pat hey hon you're
doing nothing wrong just keep being or
nothing wrong just being you keeping it
real can't do nothing more than that cat
lady
aka mama says Pat Bachelor exactly she
is awesome thank you ladies so much I
truly appreciate it and you know I do
the best I can I really do i I just want
I just want to be the best that I can be
Nancy says I love your channel I've just
been busy but I promise to watch more
and like Nancy I totally understand life
gets busy and don't please don't feel
obligated to have to stop
and watch my channel I just you know I
was getting concerned thinking I was
doing something wrong because I had my
numbers declining so fast
Nancy says Amy maybe pick a time that
your kids don't insist on your time
people see you not attending to their
needs and that's not what Mama's are all
about Nancy I I I don't want to come off
sounding rude but you know as a mother
you're gonna be needed 24/7 there's not
a time when my kids don't need me as you
see right now I'm talking to you just
fine their fathers not even in the house
and they're totally content they're
playing she's playing with her teddy
bear but you know my kids need me at
certain times I'm a stay-at-home mama
and I have my babies with me all the
time I don't ever ever ever ever neglect
my children they are very well taken
care of
there are times though and I think that
with every mother every father anybody
that raises children you have to have
time for yourself that's just it
children need time by themselves and you
know so there's really not a typical
time that I can pick that my children
won't need my attention because children
are just like that you know you pick up
the phone to talk and what it what's the
first thing that they need they need
this they need that they want this they
want that hence why I don't talk on my
phone because my babies need my
attention children are very good about
that they see when mom was busy and and
that's when they need you the most or
they wait until I get epoxy all over my
glove and then they go to the bathroom
and need help with cleaning themselves
it's just life that's how life goes
that's how life works when you're a
parent so there's not a typical time
that a children doesn't need you it's
just you have to teach them as well you
know that when mommy's busy there's
times that you can wait it you know just
because they're a child doesn't mean
that they have they snap and you
stop everything you're doing ant into
that need that's absolutely not how I
raise my children my children will learn
that when mommy is busy you're going to
have to wait that's called patience in
life you have to have patience if you
don't have patience then you're never
gonna make it in this world because it's
all about patience you can't walk into a
store and expect to be the first one to
be helped because you walked in and you
want attention like that's not how it
works you have to stand in line you have
to wait for your turn and then it's time
you know when that time comes you know
and that's the same with me is you come
in you're not gonna demand that I stop
everything I'm doing because oh my god
you know you need peanut butter on bread
well you guys didn't see that they had
AI mama me I already had cooked pancakes
and eggs and they had orange juice they
were totally content but they wanted
extra food just because they wanted
extra food well they can wait a minute
they don't have to have it just then it
they're not gonna fall over dead I
promise that they you know have plenty
of me on their body that I'm sure an
extra ten Sennett ten minutes of mommy
taking some time for herself doesn't
mean that they're going to have the
worst life ever so I have to beg to
differ on this because there's a few
people that mention that you know Amy
you need to tend to your children don't
push them away from you I don't push my
children away from me but there's
something called teaching them to have
patience and that's what it is and don't
just don't interrupt that that's another
big one with me you do not interrupt
when I am talking I don't care if it's
me vlogging I don't care if it's me
talking to their dad or me talking to
one of their siblings you don't
interrupt just because you have
something to say or you need something
if it's not you bleeding out your body
or needing to be cleaned from using the
restroom then everything else can wait I
solely can see my children like I said
I'm with them 24/7 I know my children I
know their little tricks I know what
they're doing and that's why I tell them
go sit down mommy we'll be there in a
minute
because that's part of teaching patience
being kind knowing when it's their turn
Mario Roux sir
Amy I love all your videos and I love
watching your family I think that you
are honest and not a fake person who
does not like drama like other channels
do that is the main reason I think
people are leaving please stay as you
are kind and seem like a great person
around you are doing an outstanding job
and you are doing a great job from not
buying into the drama like most channels
keep up the great work
cat lady aka my mom says Mario Roo sir
amen of course my mom's gonna say Amen
and Thank You Mario so much I truly
appreciate you taking the time out to
even write what you did that was so kind
of you and I appreciate it so much
and you're right I don't want drama on
my channel I love my channel just the
way it is of course you know I know that
I think that that's just the way that I
like running my channel is you know I
don't want the drama I think every
channel has their own drama within
themselves not that it's typically a
purpose thing but I think that that's
just normal with every channel so I just
you know I appreciate you taking your
time to write that that means a lot to
me Mario Sunburst says I enjoy when you
talk more about life and the struggles
and how you get through I know you are
so excited about your business but I
don't want your channel to just become a
sales channel there is nothing wrong
with talking about your crafts but talk
more about the other topics also I would
never unsubscribe you are great Thank
You summer so much I truly appreciate it
and absolutely 125,000 percent my
channel will never be a sales channel
but I have a lot of people that ask me
about my stuff and about how much that
you know things cost and things like
that
who'da Jay said dramatic thumbnails
question mark like Nick kado avocado
laugh out loud I don't know who Nick
kado avocado is so I'm not sure
um maybe I'll have to look it up I'm not
sure what channel that is so I yeah I
don't know
so anyways here is our book that we are
going to be reading today we are going
to be on January 26th laziness and rest
are not the same love yourself today by
giving your body the rest it means again
I can't come better of a time today when
I'm sick and I'm not feeling well and I
don't know what tomorrow's gonna hold
with me not feeling good clearly you
guys can hear it and my voice you can
see it probably in my face that I am an
extremely amount of pain
there's just nothing really you can do
about it it's just I know what life is
so living with this disease might not be
the funnest and now knowing and being
able to recognize where the pain is
coming from and knowing that it's not
just I guess I you know I interpreted
the pain before as being like you're fat
stuck in your rib and that could be very
painful
um it was always a little bit worse than
that but I just could never pinpoint
what it was but as I was talking to one
of my girlfriends that suffers from this
she's like yeah that's exactly the
feeling that you get and it's like you
almost want to scoop it out I'm like
yeah it's like right there and there
hurts really bad like it hurts to move
to breathe to do anything it definitely
takes the fun out of life sometimes and
then having I don't know what's going on
with this whole shebang of nonsense I
don't know anyways let's reread that
again because we always read it usually
January 26 laziness and rest are not the
same love yourself today by giving your
body the rest it means and you know
tomorrow might just be one of my rest
days where I just don't do any epoxy and
I don't do any
cut making and maybe just take a
complete plate down date tomorrow and
just rest
um I don't know I don't know I know that
there is a few things that we really
need to do tomorrow but it we're
supposed to get another batches No
so that might just not be something I
could do but um anyways okay you guys I
am gonna close because I'm just really
not feeling good right now
and I really want to go and lay down I
am again so sorry that you know things
have kind of been the on my channel and
I definitely want to change those things
around and I've got a lot of ideas and I
think those are things that are gonna
start being put into play one meaning
like I said we're gonna start doing our
lives once a week rather than doing only
once a month I think that that's
something fun I think that that is
something exciting and so yeah
definitely definitely definitely
something I'm gonna put more pursuance
into also I you know just want you guys
to know that each and every one of you
guys are so amazing to me and you all
have touched me no matter which one you
are you have all touched me and every
aspect of my life and I do this channel
directly because it's a passion of mine
and it's enjoyment it's something that I
truly am very passionate about it's a
hobby I love to do this and so you know
when I was mentioning earlier yesterday
and my video about seeing my numbers
declining and at being like upsetting
was because this is a passion of mine I
want to reach so many people so when I
see the numbers dropping to me that's
telling me hey maybe I'm not meeting
people's needs where they need to be met
along with remembering that my videos
need to be a little bit shorter and
things like that I'm definitely gonna
keep that in mind because I think that
that's very important I had a couple of
people suggest you know maybe do in part
one part two of things so that it's not
so long
one thing I do want to mention though is
that okay on the commercials I have no
control over the way that they're doing
the commercials now I have I have
control over where I put the commercials
I however do not know I do not have the
control over now they're doing like
back-to-back commercials where they're
like showing one and it doesn't let you
skip and then immediately it shows
another one I do not have control over
that I don't have control over any of
that somebody mentioned that to me the
other day was like why is it doubling
them up I don't know I noticed it the
other day when I was watching one of my
video not my video but somebody that I
watched and I was like why is her thing
going so long it's not mine it's
honestly not her fault and it's not my
fault because I went back and I noticed
they're doing it to mine too
so I please please please please please
do not think that I am doubling up on
commercials cuz that's not what I'm
trying to do that has nothing to do with
me I don't have any control over the
kind of the kind of commercials that get
put on my channel and the kind of
commercials I don't have control over
that all I have control over is where I
put them so anyways I'm gonna close here
you guys so I can go and lay down and
get some rest and hope tomorrow that I'm
feeling a lot better I am hoping that I
will be able to start meeting
everybody's needs in the middle and just
please have patience with me you guys I
truly enjoy having you guys here on my
channel just as much as I love putting
this stuff out I want you guys to be
excited to watch it so anyways I'm gonna
close I love every one of you guys and I
will check in with you guys tomorrow
first thing in the morning until then
you guys sweet dreams bye bye
